1/03

you know it's bad when clearing that HUGE pile of papers off your desk is the least painful thing you can do.

i have ignored everything but the most vital stuff (read one step ahead of bill collection) since september, which is actually quite uncharacteristic.
there was just so much i didn't want to face.

but compared to what i knew i'd have to confront in the studio
tonight,
it kind of seemed easier to deal with.