1/1/05

i knew i would need this
though i thought i could hold out for a couple of weeks
that's why i had a "transition" in place, a "place holder"
so i could remove one and still not be without
but i was told today "to be good to myself"
and this is how i interpreted that

of all the things i have done in the past 48 hours
to give myself strength,
this has worked the best.

love to all
best wishes for this new year