5/15

i wrote something much earlier,
it was an epiphany of sorts and it made me feel connected.

i'll post it some other time,
when it comes around again,
and it will...

i don't want to lessen its importance
or tarnish its glow
by trying to convey something, depict something
that has no true meaning in this moment.

i need to sit very still
in the place where i am right now,
without speaking because there are no words,
without moving because there is no direction,
just trying to breathe or there will be no life.