hi hon*
you're right about the split feeling
and you know how to put it into words so well.

about the social, i learnt to accept i am a little group kind of person, always was.
today there's an event opening of a new gallery in rio in which i take part with a piece...
tho i am withdrawn from the socila/professional scene, i still do not feel like taking part of those things.
saving my energy as you say.