10/10

oski and i in a together moment earlier today
he spent a lot of time in the garden
but around 5 i decided i wanted him inside;
i was trying to paint
and he was carrying on
meowing, chattering, clawing at the door
i finally
(which what may have been for the first time)
locked him out of the studio
he's really angry with me now

but it was necessary
for the first time in ages
i allowed myself to paint over work
in a really ugly way
so ugly
that while i shot it
i don't want to post it
but it felt familiar
and it felt real
to make those marks

he is soooo pissed
he didn't even come back down after dinner