I went to Montreal with Bren and Kate. It was a lot of fun. Kate was the instigator and I was the...uh...uh...well the dumb one who did what she came up with. It was a lot of fun and I'm so glad I went. We saw China town and prostitutes. And Metrosexuals. Being there made me want to live in a city liek that. It was laid back and calm. I felt like I was free from stresses. I want to go back soon. <3

My mom's new thing is to tell me who I am. So the latest news on who I am is a sad and abused little girl....hmmm...Well. I am quite happy right now. I've been able to see Brenda more and that's just made my summer great. I am also 'going out' with Josh now. Yes, the label. The scary label...but nothing has changed. I'm very glad about that. It's a grand relationship. No using, no.. abusing... just wonderful

I went to see the first of 3 new therapists today. This one was just whacko. Didn't like her. But I got to have Dunkin Donuts which is always a bonus. I need to be more active. And I have a weird bleeding problem at the moment. No wait.. it just stopped.... I need a doctor.

I came home and had wretched marks on my neck. Awful. I had a horrible feeling somethign bad would happen. And it did. Mom. Ick How awful. I'm stuck home, which means no pics or anything. It sux. I get to use the phone... yaaaayyyy... ahem.. who cares!? i want to leeaaaveee!