telling from your flickr pic I think you are turning into a cute boy

i missed this
:(

lovely rhythm
:)

i am back to a strange place
just trying to keep my head above water with this packing
i should be so excited and happy
but i suppose the reality of leaving,
of sifting through my entire life
is difficult for me
i know it isn't easy for anyone
but there is a reason i have lived in the same place for 25 years
and the same city for basically my entire life
and i am meeting those reasons head on right now
and while i welcome it
it seems i am a bit freaked out