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i just wrote you a really long response
but it opened up so many things in me
that i have to sit with it for a while

thank you for your support
you know, i was so scared of the lonliness that i never even acknowledged it until about a week ago
i pretended it didn't bother me because i needed it to work
(hence the martin quote)
but it is there
and it is doing a number on me
especially in this moment

and there is a world of difference between lonliness & solitude
though it's very easy to confuse the two.


it's another weekend almost over!!!
(my days just blur together, i forgot that it even was one)
i am glad you had the strength to get through, no destruction
brave you,
we need to be survivors*