this is a truly fabulous image
so deceivingly flat
such incredible depth

not easy
but so happy to read this

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oh,
i do accept the move
honestly, i have never looked back as far as leaving goes

i am so happy to be in brooklyn
so happy to be out of that whole environment

it's just this house...
i love it
but it's been so difficult
i wonder if i should listen to that and just let it go
sometimes i am afraid i have made the wrong decision but i am too stubborn to admit it
and that i am forcing something that wasn't meant to be
and that i'll never really be happy there becausethings will always go wrong

i have always done everything by sheer will, but maybe that is the lesson that i am supposed to be learning here, but i refuse to accept it