happy new year,
it's good to be back,
tho it seems a bit daunting to catch up...

talk about control
or lack there of
i'll fast forward you to the present:
i have returned with a severe case of vertigo, it's been about 4 days of dizzy, nausea, etc ant it's not easing up
i knew i was headed for some sort of breakdown, i just didn't think it would be physical...
it's a very strange place for me to be, especially since i am soooo active but it's also hard not to read the writing on the wall

actually i was in mexico after la
it basically started the night before leaving (tues)
i don't have a long history with my doctor here but i have other people to consult if things don't improve by tomorrow
(unfortunately, no change today)