low energy
constant headache
soul-pain

i went this morning blood test for
lack of testosteron...
is there a way out?

i wish a new dress would do it.
but then, my material limitation is such, that even if that'd be a remedy
i would not be able to buy contentment.

me too
headache for 8 days now

i had blood tests
and they all have to be redone
i guess i had eaten within 12 hours

i have a new dress
i haven't worn it

the soul pain...
i can't even touch that yet
i am actually scared
i feel that without the studio
i have no hope of transforming it
that it will just drag me down