i was thinking,
actually yesterday,
when i wrote that,
about how we started,
about that joint effort to keep it all going,
to create movement where there was stagnation,
to find beauty where there was pain,
each of us waiting for the wind to catch in our sails
each of us dangling that carrot in front of the other's nose
going on blind faith
creating this positive energy out of nothing
creating gold from base metal
i was thinking about how we started
and i was so glad to still have this
as an anchor
as an engine
as something that reminds me that it's really bigger
than just me