i know we had this deal about
not
digging into archive but
sometimes...

;)*

yes, you´re so right
in my case it only
evidences that i am stuck
and that hurts...
so, do i really need to deal with that?
only like opening the wounds does not help much.

all i need is a huge step forward
(or many a lot small ones)

bom dia gat***a

in this case,
it's not digging in the archive
it's images from a place that you are visiting

when i wrote to you
about finding myself in the same place
and how frustrating that is
i had a flicker of a thought
that maybe:
in the same place
but in a different way
even if that is not evident to me now

well
it's a nice thought
and hoping that it is true
is what keeps me trying to go forward
i suppose

this revisiting however
is important

i only know this because it has been denied to me for the past 2 years
(and i still don't have my stuff out of storage)
when i look at my things now
my drawings and paintings and collections,
i feel as if i am finding threads that will lead me to sonmething vital about myself
something vital
that needs to be remembered

oh this path is hard my dear
that is way we need each other on it
:*

(i am away wed & thurs)

and to think
we knew each other when you took this
:)

:***