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it would have been my father's 75th birthday today. it's so hard to comprehend that; he will always be 50 to me. i can't possibly imagine what my life would be like if he were still alive, his death changed so many things. but i know that we would still be going to the beach, drinking wine, cooking pasta, sneaking sweets, locking horns (2xCapricorn) and i hope we'd be painting watercolors together just like when i was little.

i miss you.