reworking
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things have been very difficult in the studio lately. part of it is practical: both of my fluorescent fixtures have crapped out and my other light sources are too glary. i've been avoiding dealing with this for some time, it is unavoidable now...
then there is my process, i am at one of those points where i hate everything i do, it all seems so trite, repetitive, facile, boring, insincere, etc., etc., etc. clearly i am having trouble sticking to rule #1: it's useless to judge while you are in the process because it is impossible to be inside a thing and outside of it at the same time.
however, the bottom line is i that i would rather be in the studio than not, i would rather have difficult than nothing, and i know from experience that it is impossible to create something new and worthwhile without being willing to fail miserably. that doesn't make this part any more fun, any more tolerable or any less painful, it just makes it right as opposed to wrong.
things have been very difficult in the studio lately. part of it is practical: both of my fluorescent fixtures have crapped out and my other light sources are too glary. i've been avoiding dealing with this for some time, it is unavoidable now...
then there is my process, i am at one of those points where i hate everything i do, it all seems so trite, repetitive, facile, boring, insincere, etc., etc., etc. clearly i am having trouble sticking to rule #1: it's useless to judge while you are in the process because it is impossible to be inside a thing and outside of it at the same time.
however, the bottom line is i that i would rather be in the studio than not, i would rather have difficult than nothing, and i know from experience that it is impossible to create something new and worthwhile without being willing to fail miserably. that doesn't make this part any more fun, any more tolerable or any less painful, it just makes it right as opposed to wrong.
