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sometime's you catch a glimpse of yourself through someone else's eyes...

often for me this is good, i tend not to see myself too objectively and actually i tend not to acknowledge some of my more positive aspects. it's the same with my work, sometimes i can't really "see" it until i observe someone else looking at it.

but right now i don't like what i see, i don't like what i am doing, i can't stand who i've become.