4/11

it's very hard for me to understand that i haven't bounced back to what ever i think of as my normal self

it's very hard for me to accept that i might still not be well

i tend to see this as some sort of moral failing

but in reality, i think i have just traded one way of being for another;
and while i was aware there was a price to pay for that
i guess i didn't think there might be tax.