do you realize that was 8/13?

i remember
oh yes...
i remember.

what do you remember?
what were you thinking that night?
who did you think i was?
how right were you?
how wrong were you?

i remember being comfortable,
so happy i could find someone to talk to.
i remember light in your eyes,
a smile,
a laugh,
an incredible sweetness.

and not too long after...
fantasizing about being with you
that's what i remember

i am haunted by this right now
by 4 years ago
and what has happened since
how this night has defined my life

i am haunted and i can't sleep
i guess i wish there had been a little less "mystery"
but that was our dynamic
i had my "dreeme"
you had your "silence"
but when we were both present
it was beautiful
those moments truly were