7/20

and i realized what feels like maybe 4 months has been 10.
i don't mean that it has gone by fast
i mean that HUGE chunks of time are missing
it's as if they never existed
it is a bizarre & frightening feeling.

and yet,
every day is accounted for here,
twice
i suppose i could scroll through the archives and try to jog my memory,
but frankly,
just doing that one day at a time is plenty for me to handle.