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split...2

by animus on January 30, 2006

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this split
this split between the thinking and the feeling
between the head and the heart
has both fueled me and tormented me for years

it's (obviously) the reason behind the multiple on-line personnas
and it makes itself known in the shifts between the linear/compartmentalizing and the almost biomorphic organic forms in my paintings

physically it manifests as a lump in the back of my throat and an insensitiviy to pain that furthers the separation between my head and my body.

am i trying to do the impossible by attempting to shift from one type to the other?
should i just accept who i am and work from there?
or devote my life and my sanity to working from a place that will ultimately betray me because it is not really mine?

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Messages:

GaD thiS/ThesE aRe tougH poNderingS...
WhatEvEr yoU dO wiLL bE RighT,,,,
ThE worlD IS youRs.
ThE meRe faCt thaT YoU thiNk thiS waY aNd CaN VerbaLiZe iT ProVeS yoU aRe a GreaT ArTisT...
All YoU haVe to Do iS CREATe &
CReaTE sOMeMoRE.
TiMe iS oN yoUr SiDe.....
(yoU'Ve goT MoRe oF iT,,,,,,,,,

obdaDabiLL - Jan 31, 2006

you know what to do
just don't think too much. as an artist, a genuine one which you are, this is part of the process altough we'd love to have a break from that.

follow the middle path, let it flow, let it keep going.
your work is great, as a person you're such a great one to deal with.

easy to say, i go through the same kind of dramas but, learnig to cope with the timing of things instead of trying to print my own.

gato_gato - Jan 31, 2006

both lads up here said it

your first 4 lines say everything we all ( with some few exceptions ) feel during life,
think THIS IS life itself with its contradictory forces which keeps us going on and searching endlessly.

some are more suitable for the searching, like you with your multiple great possibilities...

as obdaDabiLL have said, you can verbalize it, and THAT is just for some
i think it could also be comforting
hug you ( the ' all-neene-you ' )

joanna - Jan 31, 2006

it works now dearest!

thank you******

gato_gato - Jan 31, 2006

I reaD aNd ReReaD thiS
AnD aM AmaZeD aT HoW iT CaPtureS the aLmoSt
OrGiaStiC MentaL/PhysicaL fEElinG of the TRUE cReaTiVe BeinG anD UrGe...
YoU aRe trueLy BLeSSeD...
BuT the BetraYaL thinG iS NoT GooD.
LoSe thoSe thoughtS aLtoGeTheR
EvEryThinG IS YoUrS........

obdada - Jan 31, 2006