6/2

bones create structure
some also afford protection...

providing those things for myself is difficult right now
i flit from activity to activity
not completing anything
so everything is undone

there is no place to hole up
no place to retreat to
it seems my yoga practice was not firmly enough in place
to withstand both the physical and emotional stress of this period
(to say nothing of transcending the time constraints)

the only thing i have left that grounds me at all are my daily journals
and these on line
for a multitude of reasons become increasingly difficult

i am grateful for paint.