6/23

every day brings another little place of emptiness
i know that somehow all this will get replaced
for a while i had a vision of what that might look like
but now there is simply a lot of confusion and doubt
people say it's an inevitable part of the process
and that it will pass
and i am sure that is true
but i still have to go through it

i am very well aware of what a luxury it is to have the problems that i am facing
but at the same time
experiencing extreme self doubt
doesn't come in very delicious flavors
no matter how fortunate the circumstance