11/10

the fact that i could take this picture today
begs both sides of the question...

on one hand
my sense of process,
of synchronicity,
of the cycles of life
is so confirmed by the fact that i can be working with an image
taken 25 years ago
and in destroying one aspect of it
i am able to create another
with the exact same elements

but on the other hand
it really points out how much i hold on to
and forces me to confront my issues with letting go