it will never be same...........we continuously hav to learn to adapt to new situations................

and you will soon learn...............

meditate.............and keep communicating with her..................and you will find out she is still there............even if it is not the same..............................nothing is better.............nothing is worse...............it is just different....................

here is a blessing:
for the past 2 years,
when i thought of our relationship
it was me as care taker

it isn't anymore
that has faded into the past
and now
it is just me and her
as we always were
mother/daughter
friends
together