what a difference a day makes...random thoughts gone
4/4
one of the things that i am feeling now
is how much i miss having my mother see the show
i know she would have been very proud,
i know she would have loved the watercolor wall,
i know she would have dug the review,
i know i would have been able to see myself
and the show
through her eyes
and that would have given me more access
to the feeling side of the experience.
perhaps my distance
was also protecting me
from missing my mom
during the time the show was up