what a perfect pairing
and those words are so powerful


don't worry
i have certainly been here before,
not quite in this way
which is good

i am just so tired of pretending
i know,
it seems i reveal so much here
but i still keep up a facade
a facade of being able to turn it all around
but that takes so much energy
and i am really tired
so i think i'll just sit with it for a while
the way it is
without trying to change anything
without trying to pretend that i could, if i wanted to

i'm glad you are here
:*

no
i am certainly not going to leave fotola

:******