oh dear

something somewhere
i am sure

but know not where or what


i already made my fotola posts for today;
i woke up in such a state
(bad dreams
everything)
that i had to do something
i'll make them public now
after seeing this

i do feel a little better
having gone to the house to paint before anyone arrived
and the noise and the dust started

and then i brought back some soil to the apartment
to pot up some herbs
(the first batch i bought died because i forgot about them)

but this disconnectedness
this lack of grounding...
it feels like a race against the clock
if i am going to be able to hold out
until i have some place again...