a feeling of missing i don't quite know what

what a beautiful emptiness

missing...
missing what...

i know what i miss
or at least some of it

and it's 2 things right now

i miss myself, the life i created, my identity, the comfort of that
i miss that comfort hugely
and
i miss the things i wanted that will never be, things that i thought were real, dreemes that were a comfort to me

perhaps that is what it is about in a way:
the lack of comfort
and the missing,
the longing
is for the things that provided it

hi my dear
i am having all sorts of trouble posting and connecting this morning and now have to run out for a meeting
i will see you soon

to know whys and whats helps

bom dia princesa*