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nauseous beyond belief
by neene on January 31, 2004
well, I found out what I've been avoiding in the studio… when I really get down to the business of confronting stuff, going inside can be a truly awful experience. the easiest way to describe it (and I am not being metaphorical here) is that I am on the verge of violently retching for hours. given that I am someone who hates throwing up (so much that I have done so maybe 3 times since I was a kid with a stomach virus), this is not a pleasant way to spend an afternoon and is definitely not something anyone would ever want to witness. I would bet dollars to donuts that by the end of the week my hair will be shorter and a different color, sometimes a little acceptable self-mutilation is preferable to painting over absolutely everything.

on the bright side: it is better to be working than not, the hum from my new fixtures went away by the time I had finished blasting 2 cds worth of veruka salt and I had the foresight to bring all finished paintings out of the studio before I started work thus sparing them from being coated with the fine spray of red that landed on just about every exposed surface, including myself.
©2004-16 nina meledandri
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yikes
jdos - Feb 01, 2004

YIKES indeed...

You know, I have a little print here by the desk that says "It's amazing how long it takes to complete something you're not working on". Case in hand: I have to finish a translation till Monday, and simply can't make myself do it. Now it's 5AM and I've given up hope for tonight.

Tomorrow will be another day!, said Scarlet. Oh well.
cronai - Feb 01, 2004

am writing to you now but this is stunning and scary!
yes, i know the feeling!
fernando - Feb 01, 2004

Yes, painting may be hard BUT you are photographing up a storm which under my theory of multiple outputs should produce a balanced anxiety to getting things done.

Your photographic images are prolific and I can see the addictive nature of your journal entries (along with the 1st coffee at 4am).
av_producer - Feb 01, 2004

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