the work
4/11
sometimes you don't know how much something is upsetting you until it is resolved but then the overwhelming relief at having it gone let's you know what a weight it really was.
and sometimes the reverse happens: you think that something might be contributing to your state of mind, but then it turns out that it wasn't that big an issue after all.
so my gallery did a studio visit today and i believe they will be offering me another show, at any rate, rick, my dealer loved what he saw.
i think most people would assume that this sort of situation: having your productivity from the last year on the line, would be anxiety producing. but while i am pleased that i got such a positive response, i can't say i felt the flood of relief one might have expected
in a way this is fine with me: i am glad i am not that invested in what other people think.
however it would have been nice to feel some of the pressure lift.
sometimes you don't know how much something is upsetting you until it is resolved but then the overwhelming relief at having it gone let's you know what a weight it really was.
and sometimes the reverse happens: you think that something might be contributing to your state of mind, but then it turns out that it wasn't that big an issue after all.
so my gallery did a studio visit today and i believe they will be offering me another show, at any rate, rick, my dealer loved what he saw.
i think most people would assume that this sort of situation: having your productivity from the last year on the line, would be anxiety producing. but while i am pleased that i got such a positive response, i can't say i felt the flood of relief one might have expected
in a way this is fine with me: i am glad i am not that invested in what other people think.
however it would have been nice to feel some of the pressure lift.