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so i have a plan
and to insure that i follow it
i have linked the outcome to my sanity

blessed if i do
f***ed if i don't

desperate times call for desperate measures
they say

it's been devised based on a very complex system of beliefs
and since there are huge unknown quantities involved,
i feel a bit as if i am on a tightrope
or
walking through a field strewn with land mines

i need equal parts of
balance,
luck,
intuition,
faith
and
determination
to get through