year 49
1/15
i might look a bit little grim
but i am not
last year i needed to be alone
this year i was with people
as hard as that can be for me sometimes
making that effort is worth it
and i am looking ahead
my goal is that next year
i will have completely reinvented my life
i will live some place different
and have laid the groundwork to continue forward
full force
(and i broke my own rule:
once is ok,
twice: learn your lesson
don't even allow three to happen
because you know what they say about 3 strikes...)