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paint doesn't lie #32
by neene on February 1, 2006

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i am relaying this solely to illlustrate that you can't necessarily believe the voices in your head
that your thoughts are all relative
and so is the truth
there might be lies
but i am not sure there is a truth

(though i believe in "truth", but we digress)

over the past few months,
while i have been so immersed in wordly affairs
and totally convinced that i was unable to create at the same time
i comforted myself by saying i was getting a lot of other stuff done
some of it was taking care of practical concerns;
cleaning, organizing, house hunting, etc
a lot of it was on the computer
a good deal of it had to do with digital imaging
(and posting!!!)

so in order to make a silk purse out of a sow's ear
(would that i could, imagine how beautiful that would be)
i created a lot of projects that i needed to get done surrounding imaging, blogging, the random thoughts game, etc.
i am a master of productive procrastination

well, sure enough, i stopped being able to meet those goals as well
(remember we are talking depression here)
and i started procrastinating to avoid my procrastination...
(don't laugh, this does not feel very good)

anyway,
today i was overjoyed to return to the studio
it was infinitely more fun than tackling the very things i used months before to escape the studio, in fact i felt i was playing hookey by painting

neither of these head states is any truer than the other
it's all a lot of garbage
but i have a feeling that i am not alone in being ruled by silly voices
even when i know they are all relative and nothing is absolute
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i started procrastinating to avoid my procrastination
ThiS iS PriceLeSS..
I Don'T knoW whaT/HoW I woulD DO If I couldN't bE wiTh yoU LiKe thiS.
I reaLLy dO aPPreciaTe the tiMe YoU spEnD
HeRe
LuV
biLLoBiNdAdA - Feb 02, 2006

i'll first say wow!

procarstinator you? i'd never say that!
first: remeber you have put up a whole huge solo show and so after that it is sort of natural that one needs a break for the studio.

so, the truth, hehe, tell me, i am still in search for my own.

and yes, you're not alone, at all, that way.
silly us :D
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gato_gato - Feb 02, 2006

I had to look up the word procarstination.
Then I found out that I knew the meaning all along.
By experience I mean.....


anneke - Feb 02, 2006

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