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by neene on August 14, 2006
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well, it's just the truth
i am still wiped out
not only tired
but unable to cope with stress
AT ALL

i got an email from a friend of mine who said:
"I have suffered greatly from our pack, move and ongoing contractor nightmare...don’t let anyone fool you – it is a very difficult process. UGH!"

and you know, that comforted me
because she is an extremely capable woman,
younger than i am
but with 2 small children
and an extremely demanding business
and she has been going through all this for 2 years.

so it comforts me that i am not crazy,
that even though everyone looks at me
and thinks that it's all over
and that i should be really happy now
that's not true
it's not over
not only is there the dreaded renovation
the move isn't over
or more correctly
i am not over the move

this helps me put it in perspective
yes,
i know that they say that moving comes right after death and divorce as far as stress producing situations go
but honestly
that's just what they say
and it's hard to really understand that on a feeling level

however,
when i stop
and remember
that my friend actually developed permenant nerve damage from her experience
i really "get it"
and i realize how easily
that could be me
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Messages:

hey!

you're not crazy at all
(just a bit silly)


but right, i am myself as well still in that moving process. i think i'll only rely on a certain balance when i get my own space back again, and that could take years...

anyway, it's indeed an ongoing process, never ready we are but can be close to it.

don't let anyone fool you, oh no!

:*
gato_gato - Aug 15, 2006

you are *so* not crazy...
:******
bruce - Aug 15, 2006

end of meal
iparada - Aug 15, 2006

MoRe PoWeR tO yoU!
& LoVe tOO
ALLWaY's
YoUrS
NoW & foReVeR
bin_dada - Aug 15, 2006

ahh nerves 4 am here ...grateful you have a roof over your head... patience and progress...
inthegan - Aug 20, 2006

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