12/23

another walk
this time twice around

spent some time today trying to replace the water color box
that required a mini-break-down to convince all involved that this was not something that could be done in a day.

i am so practical
and logical
about so many things
but no one really trusts that
unless i come to an "obvious" resolution.

i often feel
that if the path i want to take,
goes outside general expectations
it is assumed that there has been something faulty about how i have arrived at what needs to be done
instead of some trust,
that after all these years
given the results that i've gotten
i just might be on target
(not off)

is this the struggle of being an artist
of being an outsider?
i suppose....

but it usually happens at those moments
when i most need support