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i don't mind too much
when i go to the house late
(perhaps it's after work)
to do my watercolors
and then have to go back to the apartment

but i really don't like leaving the studio after painting
and having to then walk "home"

this must say something about the energy that it takes
and the openess
(or even vulnerability that i feel)
after working

i want to stay inside then
i want to be home already
i want it to be my home already