5/4

some things are becoming increasingly harder
i can't stay up late anymore
i just can't fight the tiredness

i have trouble finding images to post
i guess i am having trouble thinking abstractly

i feel as if i have no overview
that i can only do what is directly in front of my nose

sometimes that's a lot
and i get overwhelmed
but the part of my brain that was trying to keep all of the threads of my life on course
is definitely fried right now