5/25

a break from the crisis
a walk in the botanic gardens

part of me has just shut down
not a bad thing under the circumstances
i just don't have the strength to confront this head on
and go forward at the same time

one obvious choice would be to stop going forward
the other is to try to take it a little at a time
in tiny pieces

i am not sure i have a choice in how i will proceed,
my psyche seems to be doing that for me