8/12

i have been trying for over 6 weeks now
to produce work for a group show in canada
this fall
i have not made one piece
well
i have made many
but not one that i would show
it's starting to scare me
terrify me actually

and truth be told
my garden at this point consists of
2 mangy window boxes
2 planters with forsythia and said gerbers
and 2 little trees that i somehow managed to rescue before the whole thing was dug up