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my "new year"
and a new project has been added to the daily watercolors
it will work off what i saw happening in this journal
and will actually be painted on individual sheets of paper
and bound together later

it is time to go forward
i have spent the last 3 years questioning myself
"how could i have disrupted my work for so long?"
"how could i have burdened myself with such a large and expensive project?"
"how could i have brought my career to a grinding halt?"

well that's all over now
it's what i did
and it's done
and now i just need to move forward
i need to take advantage of what i did create
and use it to support this next phase of my life

the past
is the past now
and i am not going to live there
in the
"could haves"
"would haves"
"should haves"

and this is a very good thing