10/23

when i go away
i leave everything behind
my routines,
my practices
and to some extent,
my consciousness

i have my watercolors,
i do them sporadically.
i have my computer
i don't make my daily posts.
i don't take my vitamins,
i don't always meditate.

and when i come home
i spend quite a chunk of time
just playing catch up.

i thought it might be different this time,
it wasn't