4/8

every so often
i catch a glimpse of something that is freeing
maybe it's the intensity of emotions:
grief,
anger,
fear,
that makes doubt inconsequential

maybe it's the extremeness of the situation
that makes me realize
that what little time i have for myself
needs to be spent in a nurturing way
and that when i am in the studio
i can't waste time beating myself up
and being so dissatisfied