6/27

today i did something
i have often fantasized about...
i took 4 canvases
off their stretchers
and cut them into pieces

i just could not keep going further with them
i have worked on them
on and off
for 8 years;
they were so heavy with paint
which would have been all right
if i was building on something
but
i wasn't
i was just covering
and covering
evidence of having lost my way
and i wanted to be free from that