9/10

this is all really hard to relive
it's so hard to experience
the extensive coverage
the endless footage
and the sounds from that day

the whole world felt the impact
but being downtown
unable to get away from the smell
and the sirens
and the pink ash
had its own special horror

this morning i finally made changes to theARTproject that had been requested by various participants
i felt that they needed to be completed before tomorrow

was all this a contributing factor to my blackness today?