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the reality is that i have been feeling as if i were heading for a breakdown for a while
(i just didn't imagine that it would be physical)
so in a way having vertigo doesn't surprise me

what i do find strange is how quickly i turn being sick into a condition that i am just have to live with,
my main concern seems to be how to get my life back up to speed,
not how to take care of myself and make myself comfortable

i have read that there is a very strong link between anxiety and vertigo
all of a sudden all those sleepless nights make sense
and i can't help but wonder if the overwhelming stress of what i was facing upon coming home led to this