6/15

the question that keeps coming up
over and over again
is will it be worth it?
will i ever get back enough to creover what i have lost?

in my process?
in time?
in energy?
financially?
emotionally?
in how much i've aged?

most of the time i am very sad
because i don't think that i will
i believe i have overextended myself in too many areas,
lost too much on too many fronts
to ever feel it was worth it

this is the problem with believing that you can do anything
sometimes you are wrong
and then you have to bear the consequences