i need to be alone more
6/15
if i stop
and go to the root of why i get so destabilized
most of the time
it's because i have
no time
to be by myself
without significent stretches of being alone
to do things at my own pace
without having to speak,
without having to explain my actions,
without being accountable,
i go a little crazy
(or a lot crazy)
it's like sleep deprivation for me