good morning my dear
i am very jammed lately
not for any good reason
just the way it is
missing me
missing you
so happy to at least have this here
bjs***************
every-little-thing you do is magic!
i find it pretty pretty, not strange at all and it does not show up the way you feel, noop.
good evening sweet one*
tuesdays are full days off and up to mid may it so shall be...
still so warm, sticky damp, can't wait for a breath of fresh cool air, but will there ever be such here?!
i am making plans for the future, to leave this city, go to the countryside, up the mountains... in the meantime dreams.
and dreams are what keep me going
reality sucks.
a little less anxious today
maybe
so strange
i haven't been able to paractice yoga in months
you know
it just feels like i am skating on (very thin) ice
there is so little sense of grounding at this point
here,
watercolors,
that's basically it
bjs