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by neene on May 15, 2007
5/15

i woke up today with such a strong sense of alienation
alientation from who i am

utterly sweeping
all i could see was how i am not me
how i am living too much in the world
how things in my life have become about "me"
my wishes
my needs
my desires
this is not my way
and i get no real joy
or real sense of fufillment by persuing things in this manner

i want to dissappear
return to my world
i am tired
of being strong
and saying i can do things that i can't
and then doing them anyway because they have to get done
i am tired of this

i have made some very, very wrong choices
maybe for good reasons
but they threaten to destroy me
because i thought for a minute
that i could do what other people do
live like they live
and remain intact
©2004-16 nina meledandri
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unconditionally with you
museu - May 15, 2007

at some point i'll share with you what happened to my friend P. downunder... the one on my posts today there.
nothing to be said here.

to support each other is the real magic.

i'm leaving to the help-line thing
this fills me up with some meaning.
gato_gato - May 15, 2007

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bruce - May 15, 2007


wishing you goods
g'nite*
museu - May 16, 2007

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