1/9

and then it stops
...
all the forward motion

each time it stops,
there is less to be done
but
it stops for longer
so it seems as if it will take forever

the move in date was thanksgiving
...
the studio completion date was december
...
i try not to expect anything anymore

i try to just get done what needs to happen each day

but i never do

so i get frustrated

and there is no "me" to fall back on

i am starting to crash again